Dekoh,
I cannot believe it has been 5 years today that we separated and you went to your final playground.
There are so many feelings that I have gone through for you and me that I can’t begin to explain them all. As you know I still have not brought a new puppy into my life at this point since I can’t seem to replace you in my heart just yet, but I will say that I am doing better. I have had a few folks reach out to me saying they have new puppies coming or they have them now, but I have decided to wait a little longer. I do know that I feel I am ready for a new puppy in my life but there are other factors that are influencing my decision to ensure I am ready. I can actually talk with people about you without starting to tear up as I know I am happy. Please do not get me wrong, I was happy before but the tears were for joy not sadness. There are times when I look at pictures or videos of you that I do have a tear but again it is a tear of joy not sadness.
I want to tell you that I do still enjoy going to our walking places and just seeing the scenery knowing that you are with me for each step that I take, I actually sometimes feel you bump me on the leg or run past me which is a great thing to feel. I have to know that you are enjoying your time in your heavenly playground with your brothers Zieg and Toby as well all the other pets running wild and free.
I am so grateful that I had you in my life as well as your brothers Zieg and Toby. Each of you holds a special place in my heart and that will never be replaced no matter what happens in my life. I wanted to post some of my favorite pictures of you and your brothers that always makes me smile.
I love you now and forever.
There is my little angel
Happy times
I always love this picture that shows our love
Baby sleeping
This was Toby as a puppy with his big brother Zieg.
I was always lucky to get puppy kisses from Zieg and Toby.
Always enjoyed the hugs with you on the floor.
These prints are on a sidewalk along Village Circle. Back in April 2014 they were pouring new cement and I thought it was solid enough. Well now my prints will be there forever or until the cement is taken out.
We were always so happy hiking in Bailey. Great times.
Love, Dad
Love and light – it’s my girl’s 3rd angelversary today – just never gets easier – waves of emotions. Sending continued healing energies.
Five years? Wow. Time goes so fast. We send all our love to Dekoh at the Bridge too.
Thanks for sharing the beautiful photos. He was the dog of a lifetime. Miss that boy.