I woke up this morning knowing it would have been your 12th birthday. I laid there for a few minutes thinking of what things would would have done today to enjoy your magical day, but realized that everyday you were with me was a magical day. The great memories you provided me makes me very happy and I will never forget any of them. As you know I still miss you and think about you everyday but I am not sad anymore like I have been. I do wish you were still here with me but I know in my heart you are with me in spirit, which keeps me happy.
I know you are probably up there a the bridge having a great time just like we always did here so you keep having a great time and I will keep you in my heart along with your brothers Zieg and Toby. I miss all three of you guys and will someday have another of your brother’s with me to go on new adventures.
I cannot believe it has been 3 years yesterday since you departed my side but time continues to move forward no matter what. The past three years has been difficult without you by myside and a lot has happened as I know you have been keeping an eye on me. I went out for a walk for you even in my condition, which I know you are aware of what has happened with my knee. Things are getting better and I will be back 100% soon going on our walks again.
I was watching a video last night of you when I first brought you home on March 10, 2008 and you were just a little ball of fur, so much energy and fun romping around. That seems like yesterday in my heart and mind, just so wish I could have that day back. I have always brought up videos and pictures of you just to see your smile. I also look at pictures and videos of your brothers (Zieg and Toby) just knowing they are with you playing.
I have come to know that my grieving has become more joy of remembering all of the great times we spent together as well when your brothers (Zieg and Toby) were in my life. I still have tears come to my eyes when I think of all you guys as each of you hold a very special place in my heart.
I keep thinking a new little fur baby would come in to my life but not yet, but I will say it has been on my mind a lot lately so who knows. If you have a fur baby in mind that you want to send my way please do as you know they will be very well taken care of.
I love you, Zieg and Toby very much still and miss you guys.
I wanted to wish you a happy birthday as you would have your 11th birthday. As you know I think about you everyday and really wish you were still here with me to go on our walks. I have been pushing myself to get out and walk everyday to see the neighborhood.
I still get questions from folks to know if I plan on getting a new puppy but I am just not ready yet. I figure that you, Zieg and Toby will point a new puppy my way when the time is right.
I hope you are having a great time playing at the rainbow bridge with everybody. I miss and love you very very much. Happy birthday.
Enjoy this little video of one of you many favorite places that you went to.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! This would have been your 10th birthday today and it was a great day for you as I know you are at the bridge playing with everybody, what a great day.
I thought I would go to our most favorite area today and visit you where I spread some of your ashes, which I know you know but just saying. Anyway it was a nice day and was great to see your area again. I really miss you every single day of my life, I see you walking with me still. I can sit here telling you how much I miss and love you but I know you already know that. I just want you to know that you will never be forgotten.
I want to give you a little video I made while I was sitting next to your ash grave, I know you were watching me today while I was hiking but I just want you to have this video to watch when you want. I am really trying to get past so I can move on with life but it has been really hard to do that. I know you want me to move on and I know you are watching over me as we will be together one day.